Today is the day I realized that in 8 days we would have officially met one entire year...
Today is the day I forget the many ways you made me feel special (how you were the first to call me by my Asian name, the many, many nights of laughter, kisses and cuddles)...
Today is the day that I realized you never really cared and respected me (even
though you claimed that you did)...Today is the day that I forget all your empty promises...
Today is the day that I realized you lied when you said you are very attracted to me (because actions show otherwise)...
Today is the day I forget all the hurt and heartache you put me through...
Today is the day I remember that you never appreciated me being there for you...
Today is the day I remember that you never cared that I stayed to support you even at the first sign of distress...
Today is the day I let myself cry in relief that I finally figured it all out...
Today is the day I realized that I meant nothing more to you than a warm body in your bed...
Today is the day I realized that I was being used...
Today is the day I realized that I no longer will be played for as a fool...
Today is the day I let you go...Today is the day that I claim ME back...
Today is the day that I shout out at the top of my lungs that I will remind myself to remember to carry the memory of the happy emotion I once felt with you and NOT the memory of you as the man who made you feel that way...
Today is the day that I remember that I am a strong, beautiful and independant woman!!
Indeed you are the one missing out...and someday I hope you come to realize this!
How sad I feel for the people you mistreated just like me who trusted you. Karma is a bitch!
